I am kind of losing touch with many of my friends. I am not sure why. It could be the age, or that I am married or that now I am a total bitchface but it makes me wonder. In my head that Maroon 5 song is playing the wonder one.. Mr. X tells me not to worry, but alas this is what I do. I worry all of the time. I think it gets worse at night sometimes I feel like my heart is going to come out of my chest.
I am sad by the fact many people who I felt are/were my friends aren't even in my life the tiniest bit anymore. Mr. X is my best friend but sometimes girls are nice too.